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Buffy Episode 9.19 185. Scars
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters on Buffy the Vampire Slayer. They belong to Fox Studios and Joss Whedon. This work is fictional and is only for my and others entertainment. Therefore no infringement is intended. I do not intend to make a profit from this work. However I own all characters that have not previously appeared/been mentioned on Buffy the Vampire Slayer, so I can do whatever I like with them. Therefore any unauthorised usage of these characters is not permitted.
ACT I
Open on the edge of a wood, night. The caption says "Outskirts of Sheffield, UK". A faint gasping sound can be heard as the camera moves down. A hand, followed by the rest of a body is shown, lying on the ground. It belongs to a man, whose head drops to one side as he dies. A vampire lifts their head up, after their fill. It's Golda.
However her vampire features suddenly leave her face as if they were never there. Golda's looks out of breath and confused until she sees the man's body next to her. The camera focuses on the bite wounds on his neck. Golda looks disgusted by what she sees but not entirely surprised. She slowly gets up, wearily. As she turns round, she jumps at the presence of another figure on the scene; a female vampire. The vampire smiles.
Vampire: Hello again.
Golda looks wary and annoyed. It appears she and the vampire have already met. Golda exhales and turns away, ready to walk away.
Golda: I told you not to follow me.
Vampire: Well that was a little difficult considering the trail of bodies you've left. How could we not follow such an impressive display?
Other vampires appear from several directions. Golda glances at them, looking a little unnerved. However she stares resolutely at the female vampire.
Golda: You don't know anything about who I am.
Vampire: And you can keep telling yourself this aint your world chick, but your standing next to the proof that you aint got nowhere else to belong.
Golda glances down at the man's body for a second and closes her eyes. The female vampire walks towards her.
Vampire: Now, we know that you're not quite the same as us. That you only get wild when you're hungry.
Golda narrows her eyes.
Vampire: But it can still work. You can do things that are?difficult for us regular vamps. Things that'll make it a whole lot easier for us to get by. You know what I mean.
Golda: I told you before; I'm not getting involved with you.
Vampire: I reckon before long chick, you're not gonna have a choice ?bout that.
Golda looks serious, realising that the vampire has a point.
Vampire: Since I last saw you, we've found more like you. Not all as skilled as you I might add.
Golda doesn't seem to be flattered by this "compliment", but looks intrigued by the vampire's mention of others like her. The vampire smiles as she sees the flicker of interest in Golda's eyes.
Vampire: They were like you too; they couldn't admit what was happening to ?em. Well chick, you better start admitting it soon cause otherwise you're gonna find yourself alone all over again. Wouldn't that be a shame, eh?
Golda considers the vampire's offer?could she really belong with them?
Opening credits.
Starring:
SARAH MICHELLE GELLAR - Buffy Summers
NICHOLAS BRENDAN - Xander Harris
ALYSON HANNIGAN - Willow Rosenberg
MICHELLE TRACHTENBURG - Dawn Summers
KATIE HOLMES - Kelly Rivers
ANNA PAQUIN - Golda Lawowich
ROSAMUND PIKE - Heather Marques
ANTHONY STEWART HEAD - Rupert Giles
Guest Starring:
IYARI LIMON - Kennedy Elisonne
IMELDA STAUNTON - Paula Dowell
JAMIE BELL - Mark
HAYDEN PENTIERRE - Amber
Cut to Kennedy looking stunned. She is sat on Willow's bed. Willow is sat next to her looking anxious. Kennedy rubs her hands over her face and then drops them back into her lap. She glances at the ground near Willow, but avoids eye contact.
Kennedy: I don't know how to respond to this?
Willow hesitates and shifts slightly.
Willow: You don't have to. I just needed you to know.
Kennedy looks at her.
Kennedy: How long do you have left??
Willow looks sad.
Willow: I don't really know. But I figure it's soon?a-a few months maybe?
Kennedy closes her eyes and opens her mouth looking horrified. Willow looks helpless.
Willow: I know I?I should have told you before, I wanted to, I just-
Kennedy: I don't care about that.
She looks at Willow as a tear runs down her cheek.
Kennedy: I disappeared out of your life?and I just expected that I could walk back in and take you back.
Kennedy smiles sadly as she looks away again.
Kennedy: I thought we could start again.
Willow smiles also, her eyes filling with tears.
Willow: We still could.
Kennedy doesn't respond.
Willow: I mean, I know you might not want to since it would be?temporary?but-
Kennedy turns quickly.
Kennedy: You think that's what I care about?
Willow: I don't know.
Kennedy: Willow I?I could never leave you again, especially now. You're all I have?I need to love you for longer than this?you need so much longer!
Kennedy begins to cry more heavily. Tears stream freely down Willow's cheeks. She puts her hand on Kennedy's cheek.
Willow: I wish I could give you the time we both deserve. But I'll give you all that I can.
Kennedy smiles at Willow's affection but also looks deeply sad. The two of them kiss passionately, their tears mingling with one another's.
Cut to Kelly standing in the back yard of the Summers' house. Some soldiers walk by about ten feet away. Kelly glances at them, but they more or less ignore her, and carry on patrolling the area. Kelly closes her eyes in relief and then looks at her phone. She starts keying in a number. As she finishes the screen says "Calling". Kelly puts the phone to her ear. We hear a voicemail message on the other end. Kelly looks annoyed and then puts the phone back in her pocket, heading back inside.
Cut to Kelly walking into the kitchen. Xander and Dawn are sat at the table.
Kelly: Hey.
Dawn: Hey. You get through to your dad?
Kelly: Oh?no, but I didn't expect to really.
Xander: I'm sorry.
Kelly smiles and walks next to Xander putting her hand on his shoulder.
Kelly: Thanks.
Dawn: Maybe if calling isn't working, you could go over there.
Xander: Yeah that might be an idea Kel.
Kelly smiles awkwardly.
Kelly: Look, uh, it's not really the best time to be trying to start up a relationship with my folks again. Besides, you know, I don't really see any reason why I should.
Dawn: They're your family.
Kelly: You guys are all the family I need.
Xander smiles, he and Dawn look touched.
Kelly: And there'll always be time to do whatever I want after.
Xander: After?
Kelly: After all this is over.
Dawn and Xander look a little grave. Kelly looks from one to another.
Kelly: Though that may not be?soon, exactly.
Xander: What makes you so sure there'll be an "after"?
Kelly looks at him. She sits down next to him. Dawn looks down looking serious.
Kelly: Xander, I know in the past I've been a little fatalistic?or maybe a lot, but I realised that I can't be anymore. None of us can. Or we're doomed.
She looks over at Dawn as she says this. Dawn looks at her.
Kelly: There will be an after. There always has been after every other potential apocalypse, right?
Dawn smiles weakly.
Dawn: I just feel?that we're not gonna get a chance to be happy again. Seeing things like they were last week?it hit me that that's not a million miles from how it really is out there. The world's looking at us to fight something that we don't really have any idea how to stop?I don't know about you guys, but I've never felt more alone.
Kelly frowns.
Xander: At least we're all alone together.
Kelly looks at Xander. Xander smiles at her a little. Kelly smiles back and looks at Dawn.
Kelly: I guess that we have to do the best we can.
Dawn considers this and nods slightly. The sound of a car pulling up is heard outside. Everyone looks to the window.
Xander: Guess that's Buffy and the others back?
Kelly: Oh?you think it'll be bad?
Xander: I guess we better find out.
Xander stands up as Kelly nods. They and Dawn head to the door.
Cut to Buffy and Giles walking up to the front door. A group of soldiers who have just greeted them stand a few metres behind. The door is opened by Dawn.
Dawn: Hey.
Buffy smiles a little at Dawn but looks troubled. Giles and Heather also look serious. Dawn's hopeful smile fades.
Dawn: What did they say?
Buffy doesn't respond.
Giles: We, uh, we should go inside.
Dawn let's them pass. Cut to Buffy walking into the living room ahead of the others. She stares into space absently, and turns round to look at the others stand around the living room. Xander, Kelly and Dawn look anxious.
Xander: So are we expecting another sort of major bad or something?
Buffy doesn't respond. Giles notices and then looks at Xander.
Giles: Not exactly. We were summoned for something a little more?personal.
Kelly: What exactly?
Buffy: Golda.
The others look surprised.
Buffy: They found Golda.
Dawn and Xander look concerned. However the camera moves past them and focuses on Kelly who stares at the ground looking particularly shocked.
Cut to everyone sat in the living room, including Willow and Kennedy.
Willow: How much is Heather's opinion worth for them?
Giles: Not a great deal I should imagine. I doubt it would be enough to change the government's stance anyway.
Dawn: But this is Golda. I mean?we did this to her.
Buffy looks awkward. Kelly does also.
Buffy: They won't make an exception for her.
Kennedy: But they're like werewolves right, I mean they're only, uh, vampire-ish sometimes?
Giles: Well yes, but unlike werewolves there's no pattern in when they change. And they uh, footage we saw didn't exactly do Golda any favours.
Kelly rubs her hand over her mouth anxiously.
Xander: So they government's decided that they're 100% vampire badness?
Buffy: Pretty much?
Xander: And can someone remind me why we're oh-so-friendly with them again?
Giles: We're never going to be in a position to challenge them on such a level Xander. We may have to face that Golda's fate may be out of ours hands-
Buffy: No.
The others look at Buffy, surprised.
Giles: Buffy, you saw how firm they were on this-
Buffy: Yeah? Well I've had enough of being talked at by them. This is our fault. I'm not gonna let Golda die because of it.
Willow: What do you wanna do?
Buffy looks at Willow, grateful for her support.
Buffy: We didn't really get a chance to talk back before. It might be worth a shot.
Giles: I'm not sure they'll let you.
Buffy: And I won't let them stop me.
Dawn: How?
Buffy pauses.
Kennedy: Who knows about the vampire cure? I mean apart from you guys?
Buffy: Only the people that need to?
Xander: Are you suggesting what I think you're suggesting?
Kennedy raises her eyebrows.
Kennedy: I know threatening the government's kinda extreme but-
Willow: We, uh, signed confidentiality clauses.
Willow smiles awkwardly. Kennedy looks deflated.
Kennedy: Oh?those are always fun.
Buffy looks appreciatively at Kennedy but still looks serious. Xander's expression changes slightly.
Xander: I have an insane idea.
Buffy looks at Xander, a glimmer of hope in her eyes.
Cut to Buffy putting the phone down in the living room. The others are stood near her.
Buffy: They're letting me and one other person visit.
Willow: Who do you think should go?
Kelly: I want to.
The others look at Kelly.
Kelly: I uh, I wanna be the one to do it. We kinda bonded while she was here, and um, if we fail?I wanna see her again before?please.
Kelly looks at Buffy seriously. Buffy nods.
Buffy: Sure.
Buffy looks at Willow.]
Buffy: You're sure you're ok with this Will?
Willow: I am. You don't have to worry about me Buffy, I mean we're all ready to say screw it to the government if it means getting Golda back. And it's not like I haven't had my illegal hacking phase so, I'm all for the being naughty.
Willow smiles happily. Buffy smiles back, as do the others.
Kennedy: What about the spell? I mean it won't make things?faster will it?
The others look grave realising what she means. Willow smiles trying to keep be positive.
Willow: It won't change anything. And the spell might sound complex, but after I've done my part, the rest works like a chain reaction so?it's simple.
Kennedy nods, still looking apprehensive. Buffy notices Giles' concerned expression. She frowns.
Buffy: Giles, I know you probably think this is a mistake-
Giles: If I did I'd tell you. I actually think it's a rather remarkable plan.
Xander smiles at hearing this. Giles nods, smiling slightly in recognition of Xander's idea.
Giles: I just worry that it could damage all ties we have with the government, the GSPST, all of what's preventing the outside world from getting in currently. Heather will be forced to choose between them and us.
Buffy: And she can choose whatever she wants. Look I don't like putting her in this position?I don't like that we have to fight the people who have been helping us-
Dawn: When it suits them. I mean it's not like we owe them, right?
Buffy pauses.
Buffy: I guess not. But, Giles is right that things could get all kinds of bad if this gets linked back to us. I need to know you guys get that.
Willow: Like I said. I'm on board the naughty train.
Xander: Me too.
Dawn: I think we all are.
Kennedy and Kelly also nod. Buffy nods somewhat gladly, and then looks at Giles. He pauses.
Giles: Golda's life is worth it.
Buffy smiles.
Willow: I need to fix up the spell.
Buffy: Right.
Buffy looks at Kelly.
Buffy: We should get ready.
Kelly nods and heads out of the room. Xander watches her looking sad for Kelly as he thinks of what she said a few minutes ago.
Cut to Kelly knelt on the floor in her and Xander's room, apparently staring into space. Xander walks in behind her. Kelly jumps slightly as she looks round. She smiles a little at her own fright.
Xander: Sorry.
Kelly: It's fine.
Kelly smiles at him and then gets up. She begins putting on her shoes that are next to the bed.
Xander: Buffy just wanted me to tell you that she's ready when you are.
Kelly: Uh huh, I'm readying.
Xander nods. He then shuts the door behind the two of them.
Xander: You're gonna be fine. And I say that with being as modest as possible.
Kelly smiles warmly at him.
Kelly: No, it's a really good idea. I was a little surprised, actually, you know cause I know you're not the biggest fan of vampires?even though Golda's not exactly?well you know what I mean.
Xander looks serious and sits beside Kelly.
Xander: You never saw me at my worst. I think back then it was easier for me. There were evil things and there were good people. And now I know that can never be entirely true.
Kelly: I hope I helped. I mean, I know there's a pretty big red mark next to my name in the scales of good and evil.
Xander stares at her. She strokes her hair.
Xander: You convinced me that people could be as good as they wanted as long as they tried to get there. And you've gotten there.
Kelly smiles but looks awkward. Xander looks concerned.
Xander: What?
Kelly: I'm not all good.
Xander: Kel, the Slayer stuff-
Kelly: I'm not talking about that. Or Webber, or anything. Xander I?I wasn't trying to get through to my dad on the phone today.
Xander frowns and his hand drops from Kelly's hair to the bed. Kelly pauses.
Xander: But?why did you-
Kelly: I was trying to get through to Golda.
Xander looks confused.
Xander: Her phone was found outside the hospital-
Kelly: This was a new number. She sent it to me.
Xander looks very serious as he stares at Kelly. Kelly looks ashamed.
Kelly: She called me about three weeks ago. Not long after she disappeared. To tell me she was alive. But then she hung up, and I tried to get back to her but I couldn't?until one night I did. I only spoke to her twice.
Xander still doesn't respond. Kelly stares at him.
Kelly: She told me about what had happened to her. About how she had to live, how she had no control over herself. I know for a fact that she is still Golda despite whatever else has happened, I talked to her only a few days ago, she is still the person we know. And I told her?I told that if anything happened, we would come for her. That is why this has to work.
Xander looks away from her.
Kelly: She made me promise not to tell anyone. She doesn't trust many people anymore. Maybe not even me, really. I don't exactly blame her?
Kelly stares at Xander worriedly, desperate for him to speak to her.
Kelly: Xander, please, I didn't want to keep this from you but-
Xander: You need to go save her.
Kelly hesitates and then nods thankfully.
Kelly: Thank you.
She puts her hand on Xander's arm affectionately and then walks away. Xander's expression doesn't change however. He looks hurt, despite his words.

Buffy Episode 9.19 185. Scars
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters on Buffy the Vampire Slayer. They belong to Fox Studios and Joss Whedon. This work is fictional and is only for my and others entertainment. Therefore no infringement is intended. I do not intend to make a profit from this work. However I own all characters that have not previously appeared/been mentioned on Buffy the Vampire Slayer, so I can do whatever I like with them. Therefore any unauthorised usage of these characters is not permitted.
ACT I
Open on the edge of a wood, night. The caption says "Outskirts of Sheffield, UK". A faint gasping sound can be heard as the camera moves down. A hand, followed by the rest of a body is shown, lying on the ground. It belongs to a man, whose head drops to one side as he dies. A vampire lifts their head up, after their fill. It's Golda.
However her vampire features suddenly leave her face as if they were never there. Golda's looks out of breath and confused until she sees the man's body next to her. The camera focuses on the bite wounds on his neck. Golda looks disgusted by what she sees but not entirely surprised. She slowly gets up, wearily. As she turns round, she jumps at the presence of another figure on the scene; a female vampire. The vampire smiles.
Vampire: Hello again.
Golda looks wary and annoyed. It appears she and the vampire have already met. Golda exhales and turns away, ready to walk away.
Golda: I told you not to follow me.
Vampire: Well that was a little difficult considering the trail of bodies you've left. How could we not follow such an impressive display?
Other vampires appear from several directions. Golda glances at them, looking a little unnerved. However she stares resolutely at the female vampire.
Golda: You don't know anything about who I am.
Vampire: And you can keep telling yourself this aint your world chick, but your standing next to the proof that you aint got nowhere else to belong.
Golda glances down at the man's body for a second and closes her eyes. The female vampire walks towards her.
Vampire: Now, we know that you're not quite the same as us. That you only get wild when you're hungry.
Golda narrows her eyes.
Vampire: But it can still work. You can do things that are?difficult for us regular vamps. Things that'll make it a whole lot easier for us to get by. You know what I mean.
Golda: I told you before; I'm not getting involved with you.
Vampire: I reckon before long chick, you're not gonna have a choice ?bout that.
Golda looks serious, realising that the vampire has a point.
Vampire: Since I last saw you, we've found more like you. Not all as skilled as you I might add.
Golda doesn't seem to be flattered by this "compliment", but looks intrigued by the vampire's mention of others like her. The vampire smiles as she sees the flicker of interest in Golda's eyes.
Vampire: They were like you too; they couldn't admit what was happening to ?em. Well chick, you better start admitting it soon cause otherwise you're gonna find yourself alone all over again. Wouldn't that be a shame, eh?
Golda considers the vampire's offer?could she really belong with them?
Opening credits.
Starring:
SARAH MICHELLE GELLAR - Buffy Summers
NICHOLAS BRENDAN - Xander Harris
ALYSON HANNIGAN - Willow Rosenberg
MICHELLE TRACHTENBURG - Dawn Summers
KATIE HOLMES - Kelly Rivers
ANNA PAQUIN - Golda Lawowich
ROSAMUND PIKE - Heather Marques
ANTHONY STEWART HEAD - Rupert Giles
Guest Starring:
IYARI LIMON - Kennedy Elisonne
IMELDA STAUNTON - Paula Dowell
JAMIE BELL - Mark
HAYDEN PENTIERRE - Amber
Cut to Kennedy looking stunned. She is sat on Willow's bed. Willow is sat next to her looking anxious. Kennedy rubs her hands over her face and then drops them back into her lap. She glances at the ground near Willow, but avoids eye contact.
Kennedy: I don't know how to respond to this?
Willow hesitates and shifts slightly.
Willow: You don't have to. I just needed you to know.
Kennedy looks at her.
Kennedy: How long do you have left??
Willow looks sad.
Willow: I don't really know. But I figure it's soon?a-a few months maybe?
Kennedy closes her eyes and opens her mouth looking horrified. Willow looks helpless.
Willow: I know I?I should have told you before, I wanted to, I just-
Kennedy: I don't care about that.
She looks at Willow as a tear runs down her cheek.
Kennedy: I disappeared out of your life?and I just expected that I could walk back in and take you back.
Kennedy smiles sadly as she looks away again.
Kennedy: I thought we could start again.
Willow smiles also, her eyes filling with tears.
Willow: We still could.
Kennedy doesn't respond.
Willow: I mean, I know you might not want to since it would be?temporary?but-
Kennedy turns quickly.
Kennedy: You think that's what I care about?
Willow: I don't know.
Kennedy: Willow I?I could never leave you again, especially now. You're all I have?I need to love you for longer than this?you need so much longer!
Kennedy begins to cry more heavily. Tears stream freely down Willow's cheeks. She puts her hand on Kennedy's cheek.
Willow: I wish I could give you the time we both deserve. But I'll give you all that I can.
Kennedy smiles at Willow's affection but also looks deeply sad. The two of them kiss passionately, their tears mingling with one another's.
Cut to Kelly standing in the back yard of the Summers' house. Some soldiers walk by about ten feet away. Kelly glances at them, but they more or less ignore her, and carry on patrolling the area. Kelly closes her eyes in relief and then looks at her phone. She starts keying in a number. As she finishes the screen says "Calling". Kelly puts the phone to her ear. We hear a voicemail message on the other end. Kelly looks annoyed and then puts the phone back in her pocket, heading back inside.
Cut to Kelly walking into the kitchen. Xander and Dawn are sat at the table.
Kelly: Hey.
Dawn: Hey. You get through to your dad?
Kelly: Oh?no, but I didn't expect to really.
Xander: I'm sorry.
Kelly smiles and walks next to Xander putting her hand on his shoulder.
Kelly: Thanks.
Dawn: Maybe if calling isn't working, you could go over there.
Xander: Yeah that might be an idea Kel.
Kelly smiles awkwardly.
Kelly: Look, uh, it's not really the best time to be trying to start up a relationship with my folks again. Besides, you know, I don't really see any reason why I should.
Dawn: They're your family.
Kelly: You guys are all the family I need.
Xander smiles, he and Dawn look touched.
Kelly: And there'll always be time to do whatever I want after.
Xander: After?
Kelly: After all this is over.
Dawn and Xander look a little grave. Kelly looks from one to another.
Kelly: Though that may not be?soon, exactly.
Xander: What makes you so sure there'll be an "after"?
Kelly looks at him. She sits down next to him. Dawn looks down looking serious.
Kelly: Xander, I know in the past I've been a little fatalistic?or maybe a lot, but I realised that I can't be anymore. None of us can. Or we're doomed.
She looks over at Dawn as she says this. Dawn looks at her.
Kelly: There will be an after. There always has been after every other potential apocalypse, right?
Dawn smiles weakly.
Dawn: I just feel?that we're not gonna get a chance to be happy again. Seeing things like they were last week?it hit me that that's not a million miles from how it really is out there. The world's looking at us to fight something that we don't really have any idea how to stop?I don't know about you guys, but I've never felt more alone.
Kelly frowns.
Xander: At least we're all alone together.
Kelly looks at Xander. Xander smiles at her a little. Kelly smiles back and looks at Dawn.
Kelly: I guess that we have to do the best we can.
Dawn considers this and nods slightly. The sound of a car pulling up is heard outside. Everyone looks to the window.
Xander: Guess that's Buffy and the others back?
Kelly: Oh?you think it'll be bad?
Xander: I guess we better find out.
Xander stands up as Kelly nods. They and Dawn head to the door.
Cut to Buffy and Giles walking up to the front door. A group of soldiers who have just greeted them stand a few metres behind. The door is opened by Dawn.
Dawn: Hey.
Buffy smiles a little at Dawn but looks troubled. Giles and Heather also look serious. Dawn's hopeful smile fades.
Dawn: What did they say?
Buffy doesn't respond.
Giles: We, uh, we should go inside.
Dawn let's them pass. Cut to Buffy walking into the living room ahead of the others. She stares into space absently, and turns round to look at the others stand around the living room. Xander, Kelly and Dawn look anxious.
Xander: So are we expecting another sort of major bad or something?
Buffy doesn't respond. Giles notices and then looks at Xander.
Giles: Not exactly. We were summoned for something a little more?personal.
Kelly: What exactly?
Buffy: Golda.
The others look surprised.
Buffy: They found Golda.
Dawn and Xander look concerned. However the camera moves past them and focuses on Kelly who stares at the ground looking particularly shocked.
Cut to everyone sat in the living room, including Willow and Kennedy.
Willow: How much is Heather's opinion worth for them?
Giles: Not a great deal I should imagine. I doubt it would be enough to change the government's stance anyway.
Dawn: But this is Golda. I mean?we did this to her.
Buffy looks awkward. Kelly does also.
Buffy: They won't make an exception for her.
Kennedy: But they're like werewolves right, I mean they're only, uh, vampire-ish sometimes?
Giles: Well yes, but unlike werewolves there's no pattern in when they change. And they uh, footage we saw didn't exactly do Golda any favours.
Kelly rubs her hand over her mouth anxiously.
Xander: So they government's decided that they're 100% vampire badness?
Buffy: Pretty much?
Xander: And can someone remind me why we're oh-so-friendly with them again?
Giles: We're never going to be in a position to challenge them on such a level Xander. We may have to face that Golda's fate may be out of ours hands-
Buffy: No.
The others look at Buffy, surprised.
Giles: Buffy, you saw how firm they were on this-
Buffy: Yeah? Well I've had enough of being talked at by them. This is our fault. I'm not gonna let Golda die because of it.
Willow: What do you wanna do?
Buffy looks at Willow, grateful for her support.
Buffy: We didn't really get a chance to talk back before. It might be worth a shot.
Giles: I'm not sure they'll let you.
Buffy: And I won't let them stop me.
Dawn: How?
Buffy pauses.
Kennedy: Who knows about the vampire cure? I mean apart from you guys?
Buffy: Only the people that need to?
Xander: Are you suggesting what I think you're suggesting?
Kennedy raises her eyebrows.
Kennedy: I know threatening the government's kinda extreme but-
Willow: We, uh, signed confidentiality clauses.
Willow smiles awkwardly. Kennedy looks deflated.
Kennedy: Oh?those are always fun.
Buffy looks appreciatively at Kennedy but still looks serious. Xander's expression changes slightly.
Xander: I have an insane idea.
Buffy looks at Xander, a glimmer of hope in her eyes.
Cut to Buffy putting the phone down in the living room. The others are stood near her.
Buffy: They're letting me and one other person visit.
Willow: Who do you think should go?
Kelly: I want to.
The others look at Kelly.
Kelly: I uh, I wanna be the one to do it. We kinda bonded while she was here, and um, if we fail?I wanna see her again before?please.
Kelly looks at Buffy seriously. Buffy nods.
Buffy: Sure.
Buffy looks at Willow.]
Buffy: You're sure you're ok with this Will?
Willow: I am. You don't have to worry about me Buffy, I mean we're all ready to say screw it to the government if it means getting Golda back. And it's not like I haven't had my illegal hacking phase so, I'm all for the being naughty.
Willow smiles happily. Buffy smiles back, as do the others.
Kennedy: What about the spell? I mean it won't make things?faster will it?
The others look grave realising what she means. Willow smiles trying to keep be positive.
Willow: It won't change anything. And the spell might sound complex, but after I've done my part, the rest works like a chain reaction so?it's simple.
Kennedy nods, still looking apprehensive. Buffy notices Giles' concerned expression. She frowns.
Buffy: Giles, I know you probably think this is a mistake-
Giles: If I did I'd tell you. I actually think it's a rather remarkable plan.
Xander smiles at hearing this. Giles nods, smiling slightly in recognition of Xander's idea.
Giles: I just worry that it could damage all ties we have with the government, the GSPST, all of what's preventing the outside world from getting in currently. Heather will be forced to choose between them and us.
Buffy: And she can choose whatever she wants. Look I don't like putting her in this position?I don't like that we have to fight the people who have been helping us-
Dawn: When it suits them. I mean it's not like we owe them, right?
Buffy pauses.
Buffy: I guess not. But, Giles is right that things could get all kinds of bad if this gets linked back to us. I need to know you guys get that.
Willow: Like I said. I'm on board the naughty train.
Xander: Me too.
Dawn: I think we all are.
Kennedy and Kelly also nod. Buffy nods somewhat gladly, and then looks at Giles. He pauses.
Giles: Golda's life is worth it.
Buffy smiles.
Willow: I need to fix up the spell.
Buffy: Right.
Buffy looks at Kelly.
Buffy: We should get ready.
Kelly nods and heads out of the room. Xander watches her looking sad for Kelly as he thinks of what she said a few minutes ago.
Cut to Kelly knelt on the floor in her and Xander's room, apparently staring into space. Xander walks in behind her. Kelly jumps slightly as she looks round. She smiles a little at her own fright.
Xander: Sorry.
Kelly: It's fine.
Kelly smiles at him and then gets up. She begins putting on her shoes that are next to the bed.
Xander: Buffy just wanted me to tell you that she's ready when you are.
Kelly: Uh huh, I'm readying.
Xander nods. He then shuts the door behind the two of them.
Xander: You're gonna be fine. And I say that with being as modest as possible.
Kelly smiles warmly at him.
Kelly: No, it's a really good idea. I was a little surprised, actually, you know cause I know you're not the biggest fan of vampires?even though Golda's not exactly?well you know what I mean.
Xander looks serious and sits beside Kelly.
Xander: You never saw me at my worst. I think back then it was easier for me. There were evil things and there were good people. And now I know that can never be entirely true.
Kelly: I hope I helped. I mean, I know there's a pretty big red mark next to my name in the scales of good and evil.
Xander stares at her. She strokes her hair.
Xander: You convinced me that people could be as good as they wanted as long as they tried to get there. And you've gotten there.
Kelly smiles but looks awkward. Xander looks concerned.
Xander: What?
Kelly: I'm not all good.
Xander: Kel, the Slayer stuff-
Kelly: I'm not talking about that. Or Webber, or anything. Xander I?I wasn't trying to get through to my dad on the phone today.
Xander frowns and his hand drops from Kelly's hair to the bed. Kelly pauses.
Xander: But?why did you-
Kelly: I was trying to get through to Golda.
Xander looks confused.
Xander: Her phone was found outside the hospital-
Kelly: This was a new number. She sent it to me.
Xander looks very serious as he stares at Kelly. Kelly looks ashamed.
Kelly: She called me about three weeks ago. Not long after she disappeared. To tell me she was alive. But then she hung up, and I tried to get back to her but I couldn't?until one night I did. I only spoke to her twice.
Xander still doesn't respond. Kelly stares at him.
Kelly: She told me about what had happened to her. About how she had to live, how she had no control over herself. I know for a fact that she is still Golda despite whatever else has happened, I talked to her only a few days ago, she is still the person we know. And I told her?I told that if anything happened, we would come for her. That is why this has to work.
Xander looks away from her.
Kelly: She made me promise not to tell anyone. She doesn't trust many people anymore. Maybe not even me, really. I don't exactly blame her?
Kelly stares at Xander worriedly, desperate for him to speak to her.
Kelly: Xander, please, I didn't want to keep this from you but-
Xander: You need to go save her.
Kelly hesitates and then nods thankfully.
Kelly: Thank you.
She puts her hand on Xander's arm affectionately and then walks away. Xander's expression doesn't change however. He looks hurt, despite his words.
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