Greeting rewatchers! I hope you enjoyed viewing our very last episode, the legendary Not Fade Away 
A prompt to get us started:
“Let’s go to work.”
Many words come to mind when describing this finale – stunning, brilliant, powerful – so the praise I’m about to heap on this episode, I believe, is highly warranted.
“Regrettably, there’s something stronger than loyalty: hope.”
Finally we reach the fork in the road in Angel’s pursuit of the Shanshu prophecy… and what a way for it to go. That Angel would sacrifice his one shot at humanity to try to take down the power elite of the Apocalypse speaks volumes about were we started with Angel and where he is now. Helping the helpless was a goal in itself, but it soon became attached to the possibility of becoming human again, so to sign away the future he had always wanted to protect humanity without reward is a stunning turn of events, and it shouldn’t go unacknowledged. After all, he may have been trying to make amends, but if there was something in it for him, is he truly making up for the sins of his past? Now that he will remain a vampire, forever protecting others (should he survive the battle ahead), he really has finally achieved true redemption. I think it’s bloody brilliant.
“You haven’t heard a word I’ve said. For, like, years back.”
As well as being a dynamite finale, ‘Not Fade Away’ was also a fitting tribute to the series, in the smallest but most significant ways. Lindsey being introduced to the group, albeit for a short stint, really cemented his importance in the series. I also found his ignorant loyalty to Angel in the end rather tragic. Gunn and the double-stakes was a nice touch, Wesley’s loyalty to Angel in question again (albeit by the Circle) a brilliant idea, and Angel vamping one last time, is exactly what the doctor ordered.
“Good night, folks.”
We say goodbye to a few characters in this finale, but none hit me more than Lorne’s. That Angel would even suggest that he, of all demons, take out an enemy in Lindsey, was one of the most stunning moments, not only of the episode, but of the series as a whole. Lorne has always been a source of humour and light in this show, so sacrificing Lorne’s innocence left a bitter taste in my mouth, but in the best way possible. After all, his despondency after losing Fred really lended itself to his agreeing to complete this horrific task. Andy Hallett’s performance in this episode (alongside his performance all season) is really quite remarkable, and I’m grateful he got an opportunity to really display his talents on a platform like AtS before his untimely passing
“Would you like me to lie to you now?”
Illyria and Wesley reaching something inevitable (to me) is perfectly timed, but so well paced and presented. Not only does Wesley return to helping Illyria since the pretending-to-be-Fred incident, but she also gives him the ultimate gift in a moment with the love of his life… and it’s something to behold. It’s a convincing goodbye, but I also felt like it was Illyria telling Wesley how she really felt about him. She’s spent her time on the season obsessed with the world, humanity, and Wesley, so the kiss and words she gives him felt like it had more meaning than just a lie. It slays me every time.
“Can you pick out the one word there you probably shouldn’t have said?”
Angel taking on Hamilton was a real highlight for me. And the reveal that Angel had already killed Sebassis was fantastic. But the moment he vamps out and drinks from Hamilton really took the cake. What an ingenious way to win a fight, and what a brilliant way to kill off a major bad of the season. It was so satisfying, I needed a cigarette.
“What if I told you it doesn’t help? What would you do if you found out that none of it matters? That it’s all controlled by forces more powerful and uncaring than we can conceive, and they will never let it get better down here? What would you do?”
And that’s where it ends, in the back alley of the Hyperion, in the pounding rain (boy, there were some brilliant visuals in this episode), Gunn fading fast, with a couple of vampires and an Old One taking on a colossal task – could you ask for a more powerful and appropriate ending? The story of Angel, and his search for redemption, taking up arms with his loyal allies, probably for the last time, to attempt to end the reign of a society hell-bent on bringing about the Apocalypse, seems like such a fitting end to all of this. It may seem impulsive to others, but I believe that Anne said it all, to Gunn: we fight, even if it only gives relief in the face of unstoppable evil, instead of resolution. Because the battle always goes on… but, in a world of Slayers, Watchers, and vampires with souls, there will always be a hero to fight it.
Thank you all so much for taking part in this rewatch

A prompt to get us started:
- What are your general impressions of this episode?
- What did you like/dislike about it?
- What did they get right and what could have been done better?
- Was this a fitting ending to Angel’s story?
“Let’s go to work.”
Many words come to mind when describing this finale – stunning, brilliant, powerful – so the praise I’m about to heap on this episode, I believe, is highly warranted.
“Regrettably, there’s something stronger than loyalty: hope.”
Finally we reach the fork in the road in Angel’s pursuit of the Shanshu prophecy… and what a way for it to go. That Angel would sacrifice his one shot at humanity to try to take down the power elite of the Apocalypse speaks volumes about were we started with Angel and where he is now. Helping the helpless was a goal in itself, but it soon became attached to the possibility of becoming human again, so to sign away the future he had always wanted to protect humanity without reward is a stunning turn of events, and it shouldn’t go unacknowledged. After all, he may have been trying to make amends, but if there was something in it for him, is he truly making up for the sins of his past? Now that he will remain a vampire, forever protecting others (should he survive the battle ahead), he really has finally achieved true redemption. I think it’s bloody brilliant.
“You haven’t heard a word I’ve said. For, like, years back.”
As well as being a dynamite finale, ‘Not Fade Away’ was also a fitting tribute to the series, in the smallest but most significant ways. Lindsey being introduced to the group, albeit for a short stint, really cemented his importance in the series. I also found his ignorant loyalty to Angel in the end rather tragic. Gunn and the double-stakes was a nice touch, Wesley’s loyalty to Angel in question again (albeit by the Circle) a brilliant idea, and Angel vamping one last time, is exactly what the doctor ordered.
“Good night, folks.”
We say goodbye to a few characters in this finale, but none hit me more than Lorne’s. That Angel would even suggest that he, of all demons, take out an enemy in Lindsey, was one of the most stunning moments, not only of the episode, but of the series as a whole. Lorne has always been a source of humour and light in this show, so sacrificing Lorne’s innocence left a bitter taste in my mouth, but in the best way possible. After all, his despondency after losing Fred really lended itself to his agreeing to complete this horrific task. Andy Hallett’s performance in this episode (alongside his performance all season) is really quite remarkable, and I’m grateful he got an opportunity to really display his talents on a platform like AtS before his untimely passing

“Would you like me to lie to you now?”
Illyria and Wesley reaching something inevitable (to me) is perfectly timed, but so well paced and presented. Not only does Wesley return to helping Illyria since the pretending-to-be-Fred incident, but she also gives him the ultimate gift in a moment with the love of his life… and it’s something to behold. It’s a convincing goodbye, but I also felt like it was Illyria telling Wesley how she really felt about him. She’s spent her time on the season obsessed with the world, humanity, and Wesley, so the kiss and words she gives him felt like it had more meaning than just a lie. It slays me every time.
“Can you pick out the one word there you probably shouldn’t have said?”
Angel taking on Hamilton was a real highlight for me. And the reveal that Angel had already killed Sebassis was fantastic. But the moment he vamps out and drinks from Hamilton really took the cake. What an ingenious way to win a fight, and what a brilliant way to kill off a major bad of the season. It was so satisfying, I needed a cigarette.
“What if I told you it doesn’t help? What would you do if you found out that none of it matters? That it’s all controlled by forces more powerful and uncaring than we can conceive, and they will never let it get better down here? What would you do?”
And that’s where it ends, in the back alley of the Hyperion, in the pounding rain (boy, there were some brilliant visuals in this episode), Gunn fading fast, with a couple of vampires and an Old One taking on a colossal task – could you ask for a more powerful and appropriate ending? The story of Angel, and his search for redemption, taking up arms with his loyal allies, probably for the last time, to attempt to end the reign of a society hell-bent on bringing about the Apocalypse, seems like such a fitting end to all of this. It may seem impulsive to others, but I believe that Anne said it all, to Gunn: we fight, even if it only gives relief in the face of unstoppable evil, instead of resolution. Because the battle always goes on… but, in a world of Slayers, Watchers, and vampires with souls, there will always be a hero to fight it.
Thank you all so much for taking part in this rewatch

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